Long-Story Short something interesting happened at the end of March which has been hurting me Mentally because it's something *new* I never experienced. Sadly, I can't explain much further but understand that I never meant to be too strong nor make anyone uncomfortable, I just wanted to make New Friends is all I can say. So I'm channeling that *hurt* for me to workout again, to gain abs/muscles, to reach my final form (I used to be 360 lb but now I'm 210 lb but still have some fat-flab) to become a *BURST*! I refuse to break down & must keep pushing forward! I must not give in to that *hurt* nor succumb to the demons I'm facing, I WILL RISE UP & GET BETTER THAN EVER!